I’m tired, but not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually.  What deems a burnout or a breakdown?  Usually I have high energy and loads of motivation. Right now I can’t think of one thing I really want to tackle.  It’s all my responsibility, I give no blame, I take it all.  But it still stinks.  I know that my spiritual reserves are weak, I know God can see my condition, and can’t be happy with it.  Who is?  I need more than just a postive attitude – my wife and kids are depending on me.  Living in SLC for some, (me), is a mysterious thing.  I tend to think that some people have a target on them for whatever reason…  so this is where I am today.  I have a chance to re-determine my will and efforts — taking control of my life – spiritual and physical.  One ‘good’ thing to this season I’ve put myself in is I know firsthand how depressing and hopeless and thrill-less life can be at times.  God help me to be get a move on, and be a true encourager of others…

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